He was curling his toes in the camera. Completely perturbed.
So T.J. and I have been having a rough couple of days. He is starting his escapade into teething. This morning though, he decided to sleep in a little bit longer so I took this very rare opportunity to attack my disgusting kitchen.
Yes that is an Xbox controller. I’m not sure why its in my kitchen though…
A napkin ring doodle
I miss working with plants. More than anything, I just want to go back to doing what I am good at.
God damn it my darling child, can we have a day where we don’t stuff your face into the placenta so we can get a clear picture of you?
Even though I am proud to say, I am baking a pretty good clone of myself, he is just like his father and will not take a normal picture!
Sighing over my pre-pregnancy body.
-Cries in a hole-
You know what makes my days and nights worth “dealing with”? Now I use that term in the form of when I am lonely, when I feel sad etc. Is when I can put my hand on my stomach and our little guy wakes up and starts rumbling around. When he pushes up against my hand. When he responds to me talking to him. Or when I put things on his “house”.
When I can sit here feeling him move around. Punching. Kicking. Butt bumping me in the ribs. When he comes out to join us and I finally get to see those beautiful eyes looking up at me. Tiny little ears, nose and mouth. I can not wait for the day when he wraps his little hand around my finger, when he looks at me like I am his whole world or when he cracks that first little smile. The love of my life is bubbling and jumping around like his strong rockstar daddy. Just waiting happily to come out to us.
I love you Te-jay, I can not wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
Because madam, I hide my cupcake in the front! ;D
Thank you everyone for your love and prayers. With some rest, medicine and more rest, we should be fine and bake a while longer. Here, for you, is a yawn courtesy of my son.
Technically speaking, I have been holding and carrying this entire time but I am getting so anxious to see your perfect self. Your tiny hands, your little toes, those beautiful eyes looking up at me. I know you need more time to grow but I hope you know that you have an entire world and family filled with love waiting to meet you. :)
