I miss working with plants.  More than anything, I just want to go back to doing what I am good at. 
tagged as personal. me.
19/1/13 @ 4:44pm • 2 ♥
Even though I am quite elated at the moment,

I feel the need to point out how absolutely THOUGHTLESS and rude people can be. My iPod isn’t charged so I had to run without music this time and to no avail I see the ugly of the world the ONLY time I don’t have my music to drown it all out.

I run on the sidewalk on the far side of my neighborhood so I can avoid most traffic and looking eyes.

Yet today, when I am barely around the corner of my street, some fine bulbous multi-chinned man decides to scream out his car window “YOU’RE FAT QUIT TRYING!” at me then speeds off.

Do people not realize what they are doing?

How hurtful that can be to some people?

It shook me up pretty bad but I comforted myself in the fact he would not have even been able to fit his sausage hand into where my entire arm fits.

It aggravates me when people feel it necessary to degrade and talk down to people who are trying to take care of their body or someone is actually sick because of the things people say to them.

I suppose this is the end of my rant but don’t let ANYONE tell you that you are not beautiful, attractive, gorgeous, stunning (file in the other 293456349853 adjectives I don’t feel like typing).

They can’t stand the fact that you are what you are, BEAUTIFUL.

so. haters gon’ hate.

I think if I had a pet, a cat preferably, I wouldn’t be so lonely or sink into sad moods. I could just grab my adorable little pluffball and smile.
tagged as cat. personal. sad.
15/2/12 @ 8:24pm • 0 ♥

I was going to make this long post about what I hope to accomplish and what I wanted my future to be but the news of my father being in the hospital put me in a rather saucy mood.
So coming up in the near future:

My blog will soon become host of risque photos of my boyfriend and myself.  Doing naughty awful things to each other.

It will be amazing and I know you all want to see me naked. ( I would say the same for my man but you haven’t really ever seen him.)

Coming soon…

the photo series to be known as: Kid&Pearl
tagged as personal. coming soon.
15/2/12 @ 6:52pm • 1 ♥
I have gained like 15-17 pounds.

This is bullshit and I hate it.

I can’t see my bones anymore.

Fuck.

Don’t mind me, just blogging like an ass.
tagged as personal.
14/2/12 @ 9:19pm • 0 ♥
My breasts look fantastic.

They’re lying to me and taunting me because they are just swollen and tender.

Ugh.

I find myself massaging them constantly. I was playing Fallout earlier and somehow got myself into a comfortable position where the controller was resting on my breasts.

Every time the controller vibrated it was fabulous. Ah.
tagged as personal.
12/2/12 @ 1:57am • 1 ♥
untitled entry

There are days that I spend endlessly wandering and dreaming of what I want my life to be like.  I want a place to call my own, in a place where the sun always kisses my skin.  A place where I can smell the beautiful mother ocean.  Such a sweet smell and gentle noise she makes, what I would do to take a drawing pad down into the coves and let her take me away.

I want to go the school of my choosing, where I can master and hone my imagination.  I want to reteach myself how to surf so I can spend my weekends on the beach.  So often to where my skin turns a golden brown color and my hair creates it’s own highlights.  There are so many streets and boulevards I wish to walk down, just to absorb my surroundings, admire the culture.  I want to go to the festivals, I want to eat lunch and drink tea at my favorite cafes.  

There is this place I dream of, this amazing place where I know isn’t perfect but it is close enough for me.  A place where it’s never too hot, never too cold, not a huge city or so small a town.  A community where everyone smiles at you as you walk by, a place where you can become friends with the barista who makes your tea everyday.  

This place, I dream of so often, where I have a quaint studio with room enough for me and my mate.  Maybe even a pup to join in.  Where I can decorate and design with the visions in my soul.  A living room where I can have a huge couch so all my friends can relax or you and I can melt into when we want to stay in.  Maybe even the cutest kitchen that I can bake my cupcakes and make my dinner creations.  I don’t care how big or small it may be, as long as it is mine that is all that matters.  

I dream of you often and one day I’ll escape to your sunny shores and will have you.  I will do anything and everything I have to so I can have my dream come true.
tagged as untitled. personal. me.
20/1/12 @ 2:10am • 2 ♥
He is amazing.

He is amazing.

tagged as me. personal. baby.

milkxo